Welcome back my fine fellowship of friends, the time has come again to imbibe the cool waters of, The Craneskin Bag. This is a very special edition as it marks the one-year anniversary of beginning the blog last May in 2020. Yes, this is the 13th new moon since we first encountered one another all those months ago. It also marks the last, yes the last Craneskin Bag I will be posting. Before you get too startled by this abrupt news allow me to explain~
Epiphany~
Since our last encounter within the bag I have undergone a tremendous spiritual, physical and mental rebirth. This year so far has been one of great healing for me as I delved within the cupboard of my psyche and found my neglected demons foaming at the mouth and needing to be embraced and released. I realized I have been existing within a vacuum of remote space, far removed from the world at large, alive, but with no connection between myself and humanity. During this time I began reading a book, How The Occult Saved Rock and Roll, in it the author proposes a definition of magic as,
“Having one foot in the past and one foot towards the future.”
Something about this sentence really stood out to me and I began to see that for my entire artistic and personal life I have existed by having both of my feet planted firmly and often times stubbornly in the past. I was unconcerned with contemporary culture, uninterested in technology, unenlightened by the present, disenchanted with the future. This has completely become reversed for me now. Through several months of introspection, therapy, psycho-magic, and ritualistic release of family trauma, I am ready to plug into the world. and I mean this literally.
This was not a gradual decision; it was almost as if a light switch was turned on in my brain and I became elevated into another sphere whereby I have become an expanded soul, open to everything, everyone and tapped into the the infinite possibilities awaiting around every corner. All genres of music, all colors, sights, sounds, cultures, the world has suddenly appeared to me much larger, brighter and more profoundly beautiful than I thought and I suddenly want to be part of the world. In fact, I just wrote a song with that title, here are the words~
I Want To be Part Of The World
I never had a chance with both feet in the past
I was never on my way to tomorrow
Like a shriveled fetus I was tiny and curled
But now…
I want to be part of the world
This world where I am is not the same as where I’ve been
The ice I stood upon was as thin as a coffin lid
I was a solitary moon orbiting a broken circle
But now…
I want to be part of the world
The joke was on me I’d miss the punchline completely
The future was laughing, but not with me
I was a universe which God had refused to unfurl
But now…
I want to be part of the world
I want you! I didn’t before but now I do
I want you! I hope that means you want me to
I want you! You know I’m not lying, you know its true
That I want to be part of the world
Even if the world is upside down
Even if the world is making me frown
Even if the world doesn’t got my back
Even if the world is smokin’ crack
I want to be part of the world
Allvater by Ludwig Fahrenkrog (1867-1952)
...WOW ! And, all the blessings.. ! Eager to hear.